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Name: Patsy
Birthday: 5/28/1900


Interests: singing...dancing...laughing.. talking...boys... computer... socks...movies... poems....music... life...love...people... pictures... sponebobsquarepants...skating.... stuffedanimals... family...blehh... pop....puhh@~~~~~... plaid pants.... cds...tapes... radio...dvd players... vcrs... cdplayer...tapeplayers... taperecorders... basically everything thank you to my wonderful friend jenessa for typing all of that in for me... now for my half.... I am inlove with ppl making me laugh.. and trying to smile when making a seriouse facee! thinking about the ppl i care about.. fishy kissing ppls hands.. kissing ppl on the cheek with bright red lipstick on.. taking bubble baths.. wondering if **he** likes me or if **he** knows i exist.... i am in love with elmo... and care bears!
Expertise: I have two brothers.. Anthoney:Is my younger brother and was adopted from my aunt by marrige by my god mother. Josh:My older brother. He has 4 kids Isaia Riley Samyy ^^boys^^ latest Annabelle ^^girl^^ My older brother is also married to a women named Lindsey.My brother also is in the army and handels tanks. so boy u break my heart and ur dead! hahh jp jp My godmother is not the nicest person i dont like her much but she is there for me and says she cares<33 My dad: he is nice and was a 6th grade teacher at P.V.E. and still is... Me: look at My self... Take me for what i am..:


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Sunday, January 22, 2006

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www.xanga.com/LoveKills__xo__xo

 

Love,
 patsy


Thursday, January 12, 2006

my old post wouldnt let me read comments so lynn if u told me somthing interesting or chris if u commented bk... could you comment agin on this post.... here is my old post stuff if u wanna read it ((which u probubly dont but:::))

heres a question............

why do i feel so invisibal ............

ohh and

y do you suddenly get on my nerves .....

last but not least .......

y r u the only one i seem to care about .......

 

so now all i can say... is I am having issues right now.... and i am not telling ANYONEABOUT THEMM...... SO DONT ASK..... cuz i aint telling anyone! sayings:::

if love is a labor i'll slave till the end, i won't cross these streets until you hold my hand <3

sometimes it hurts a lot more 2 smile in front of everyone then to cry when you`re alone.

You helped me laugh, you dried my tears, because of you, I have no fears, together we live, together we grow, teaching each other what we must know, you came in my life, and I was blessed I love you girl, you are the best, release my hand, and say good-bye please my friend don't you cry, I promise you this, it's not the end 'cause like I said you're my best friend .

I miss you like I miss english in spanish class. I miss you like a nerd misses math during PE. I truly miss you. I've been told you miss me back, but if that's true why don't you call? I suppose the same reason i don't call you.... because we aren't sure what to talk about. I miss you as I wander around school, wishing you where with me and making me laugh. I miss calling you for help in homework, but mostly I miss how nice you where to me, how you made me smile and laugh, and how you could just read my mind better than any of my girl friends. I miss your big smile and I miss the way you laugh. I miss being able to hug you and for just those seconds, feel so happy. I miss seeing you around school and how so much reminds me of you. Your were an awesome friend, and I will never forget you... ~as long as I live~ and i hope you don't forget me too.

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×
When you love s o m e o n e
theres n||o||t||h||i||n||g you can do
you cant control your h/e/a/r/t
It controls you
× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×

and here is what i have to say this time::

What's your name? Patsy Johnson-Stewart

Would you drop your last name if you became famous? never

Age you wish you were? idk

Hair color, are you happy with it? some shade of red brown mabe even some blonde... im not really sure... but i like it!


What is your biggest fear? mental pain from other people....

Can you sing? yeah

Are you a daredevil?if only if only i could be....

What is your greatest weakness? guy's..

What is your greatest strength?i dont know if i have one... michael says singing so lets go with that

Do you...

Hold grudges? yep... i am a stubern bitch when i wanna be....

Have regrets? yes....

Live in the moment?most of the time

Have bad habits? bitting my nails!

Like your handwriting? no i want it to die

Have secrets? plenty of them

Smoke? hell no

Do drugs? hel no

Read the newpaper? no... not unless someone in it would matter to me!

Pray? to my mom

Go to church? for weddings and funerals

Take walks in the rain? I do every time it rains<33


Would or Have You Ever...

Liked your voice? i like it when i sing!

Hurt yourself? once....

Been out of the country? no... but i wanna go to europe....

Been in love? I think so....

Gone skinny dipping? mabey.........

Had a medical emergency? Yeah a dog bit my face.... ask if u r curiouse.....

Had surgery? yep twice!

Ran away from home? nope but very close a couple times...

Played strip poker? kinda......

Been on stage? duhhhh

Beaten someone up? yes.... sry cass hahh hahh andrew!

Slept outdoors? yep... right under the stars!

Pulled an all nighter? yeppp

Talked on the phone all night? yepp

Kissed the same sex? yepp

Been betrayed? yes plenty of times

Had a dream that came true? yesss

Broken the law? i dono if it would be concidered braking the law......

Met a famous person? no..

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? one! but never agian.. that gave me trouble!

Been on TV? twice!

Had a dream that kept coming back? yepp

Beliefs

Believe in life on other planets? kinda

Miracles? depends n the 'miracle'

Magic? no

Luck? duhh

Love at first sight? yes..... and no....

Yin and yang (that good can't exist without bad)? i always have and always will!

Believe it's possible to remain fatihful forever? depends on the situation....

Do you wish on stars? yes.... but i am starting to stop.... its a bad addiction

Where do you think we go when we die? the place in the persons heart that deserve's us...........

Friends

Newest? Chelsea West

Shyest? Who of my friends are shy?

Funniest? all the guys... and chels

Sweetest? Lynn

Closest? Jenessa

Weirdest? Brittni

Ditziest? Molly

Last person you talk to on the phone? Ben.... eww

Who do you trust the most? this sounds odd... but recently... michael

Who listens to your problems? they all have befor!

Who's the nicest? Jenessa.... when she wants to be!

Who's the most outgoing? holly

Who's the best singer? can i say me?

Who's on your bad-list? i dont have one

Do you always feel understood? Cody....

Who's the loudest friend? ALL OF THEM!

Do you trust others easily? NO

Who's house were you last at? mine.... but umm holly's

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Any one who can give me a big hug!

Do your friends know you? YESS


Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake? only for the minutes that it hurts me

What do you find romantic? everything that is just way to sweet..

Turn-on? idk

Turn-off?cocky guys!

First kiss? Michael

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? I would have it ne other way!

What is best about the opposite sex? They can be such dicks

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Some are way to 'perverted touchy'

Do you think the opposite sex finds you attractive? no

What is the last present someone gave you? earings... a pin... and a ket chain ((thatnx brittni))

Are you in love? i dont know

Who Was The Last Person...

That scared you? Holly

That tickled you? Chels

You went shopping with? Molly

That turned you on? do i have to answer that?

That broke your heart? Michael

To disappoint you? Aaron

To make you cry? Travis

To brighten your day? James

You saw a movie with? Sammi

You talked to on the phone? Ben

You saw? my daddy

You lost? Jan.. (( both of my moms best friends))((dont ask))


Right This Moment...

Are you dating anyone? no :'(

What are you wearing right now? Shirt... jeans... sox

Body part you are touching right now? my leg.....

What are you worried about right now? what to do

What book are you reading? umm... none how bout a magazen?? teen people ((jenessa's fav edision))

What's on your mouse pad? a puppy

Use five words to descride how you're feeling: my butt hurts.... my big toe is cold.... i want a boy friend... okey rapping it up crappy

Are you bored? as usual

Are you tired? r u kidding i just had cofee

Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope

Are you talking to anyone online? nomichael just signed off and so did bo..

Are you lonely or content? in between

Are you listening to music? Dance Inside bye All American Rejects!! HECK YESS!!!

The time right now is: 8:57 pm

READ IT ....OR EAT UR FACE!

Bye,

Love,
 patsy

 

EDIT<33

TO THE BEST MOVIE EVER IS:::::

 the best actress in the movie<33 Mimi<33

The hotest actor in the movie <33 Roger<33

 The song that brought them together<33

my personal art work<33

 the hole point of the movie.... is that there is no better day then today... <33 live your life and be the person you want to be now.... incase ur not here tomarrow<33

 my favorite song in the movie..... because it is so true<33 Without You

song that roger and mimi sang when they first me... Will You Light My Candle... and it wasnt naughty....

 and now we end with Angle! this wwas the best person..... all they had was an open mind and an open heart..... and that is what everyone should have<33

 


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

heres a question............

why do i feel so invisibal ............

ohh and

y do you suddenly get on my nerves .....

last but not least .......

y r u the only one i seem to care about .......

 

so now all i can say... is I am having issues right now.... and i am not telling ANYONEABOUT THEMM...... SO DONT ASK..... cuz i aint telling anyone! sayings:::

if love is a labor i'll slave till the end, i won't cross these streets until you hold my hand <3

sometimes it hurts a lot more 2 smile in front of everyone then to cry when you`re alone.

You helped me laugh, you dried my tears, because of you, I have no fears, together we live, together we grow, teaching each other what we must know, you came in my life, and I was blessed I love you girl, you are the best, release my hand, and say good-bye please my friend don't you cry, I promise you this, it's not the end 'cause like I said you're my best friend .

I miss you like I miss english in spanish class. I miss you like a nerd misses math during PE. I truly miss you. I've been told you miss me back, but if that's true why don't you call? I suppose the same reason i don't call you.... because we aren't sure what to talk about. I miss you as I wander around school, wishing you where with me and making me laugh. I miss calling you for help in homework, but mostly I miss how nice you where to me, how you made me smile and laugh, and how you could just read my mind better than any of my girl friends. I miss your big smile and I miss the way you laugh. I miss being able to hug you and for just those seconds, feel so happy. I miss seeing you around school and how so much reminds me of you. Your were an awesome friend, and I will never forget you... ~as long as I live~ and i hope you don't forget me too.

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×
When you love s o m e o n e
theres n||o||t||h||i||n||g you can do
you cant control your h/e/a/r/t
It controls you
× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×

 

Love,
 patsy


Saturday, January 07, 2006

Im giving up..

I m sick of fighting
i offically cant win
its over
hes still the one in my heart....
but its over
i give up
i quit
I chickend out
say w/e u want
IM DONE!

 

for those of u who dont understand it.... do me a favor and dont ask! for those of u who do... call me what u want ...tell me what u want.. i am done.

Lastnight...::me and chels cody and trav hid.... we went somewhere no1 else did! it was fun..... nothing interesting happend.... ((there)) but i had a preety good time... still wish we ocud have gone somewhere afterwards though.... h//o somthing interesting did happen..
We got the lights turned out on us and one of the ''automatic'' doors wasnt so ''automatic! hahh ok now i am done BYE

Love,
 patsy


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

The new song on my site for those of u who can hear it!! has the cutest lyrics... well i think so ne wayzz read:::::::

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long its been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head spinning
Boy I'm in a daze
I Feel isolated
Don't want to communicate
Take a shower
I will scour
I will roam...
Find peace of mind, the happy mind
I once owned, yeah...

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my concience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I have done nothing wrong, though...
I'm just waiting, cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever, ever, ever felt so low
When you gonna take me outta this black hole

Never ever, ever, ever felt so sad,
The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig a way to find my own peace of mind
I'm never ever have my conscious to fight
The way I'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't want to hurt no more
I need peace
Got-to-feel-at-ease
Need to be...
Free from the pain
Go insane my heart aches, yeah...

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy...
I'm sure I have done nothing wrong
Now, I'ma just a waiting, cause I heard that this feeling won't last
that long

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh you can write it in a letter babe
Cause I really need to know
You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh you can write it in a letter babe
Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter babe
You can write it in a letter babe...

Artist:All Saints
Song:Never End

well life is ok i guess like i said on my last post ((go read it if u havent.... NOW)) my boy//girl story... i still like him and all that crap is still going on... and this year is already better... i am happie... just because... if i am sad i know how to make my self happie agian! how kool is that!?¿!?¿ well now i am going to have 3 little poem things i got off of ppls xangas.. and if i havnt already told u i have pix of u ....wich is mainly all of u.. give me one and ill put it on my ipod! how kool is that! i can put it on my ipod!! hahhhh but ne wayz... bye::

 

"Lie to Me..." she whispered. "I Love You" he said. :'(

All girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends."
Because we know the guys we've had that were "just friends"
We once thought of as more than a friend

Hearts will never be practical until they are made u n b r e a k a b l e.
He can never be f.u.l.l.y h.e.r.s because he will always carry a p e i c e of me around in his heart.
He looks at me with his b | e | a | t | i | f | u | l eyes and he smiles and it pathetically makes my d*a*y.
How could you f o r g e t me and so easily <<walk away>>,
when I'd give up a thousand tomorrows for just o n e yesterday.

Love,
 patsy



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